●Author’s Foreword1 Chapter One My Father’s Childhood9 From a Favorite Child to an Orphan13 A Teenager Supporting a Family24 My Father’s Sister Died of Typhus31 Chapter Two My Young Father35 Origin of the Name of CHANG Zhiqiang38 Two Unfamiliar Words: Paternal Grandparents40 Love Missed and Our Siblings’ Regret43 A Talented, Mild yet Stern Father46 Chapter Three My Aged Father 57 My Father Broke His Silence67 My Father Participates in So Activities76 Ms. Matsuoka Tamaki, a Japanese Friend that  My Father Respects87 My Father and the Book Nanjing Never Cries  by ZHENG Hong92 Survivors, Their Descendants and People  Who Care for the Survivors94 Chapter Four My Father in Nineties99 My Father Now102 I Record My Father’s Remaining Years with Meipian105 Friendship between My Father and Professor  ZHANG Yubiao126 My Father’s Influence on Japanese College Students138 Mental Dialogue between My Father and a  College Student143 tscript149 Appendix161